My husband left a year ago and the youngest of my 3 kids just started college. I do not like being alone but I am for the first time in many years so struggling with overwhelming anxiety and self-image for why I’m not in a better place. I’ve just started a master’s degree in education for Spanish, which is going to require a lot of work to increase my proficiency, and I’m working on a detox and supplement program to feel better and reverse supposed fibromyalgia. I don’t hear or feel God, although I pray daily and go through all the motions. I’ve been told I have unforgiven essential, but not sure why since there was no way our marriage was going to work and I feel it’s a blessing for me that he left. I do think his timing was horrible. So maybe that’s it? Anyway, I would like prayer to ask for help with all of these issues-especially for God to reveal to me the matters I need to work on. I believe in doing whatever possible to get to a better place, just need to know what they are. Thank you so much.